I fucking hate you,
but I, I can not blame you,
cuz I, I never met you,
so I, don't know why I sweat you,
but I, will take a guess here,
you prolly left here, talking about next year,
days got pushed back further, to the point it didn't matter,
didn't even hear that chatter, now it's like I'm kinda glad but,
I had a feeling I was dealing in some shady shit revealing,
what I knew to be true and for you to be ... "new"
but who knew it was you, shit who are you?
and who gave you the right to just leave,
in the night like a thief, and for me to believe,
everything that I wanted was nothing that I needed,
I mean, man, I pleaded but no one received it,
it's not a Christmas letter, left me feeling uglier inside
than a Christmas sweater, but everything was better,
cuz I had my Pop, the only father I needed,
so that pain gonna stop,


all I wanted was
for you to come around,
never reached for me
you can see me now,
all this pain inside,
cannot be rewound,
I never needed you,
somehow you still let me down [x2]

all I wanted was, for you to show your face,
I never needed shit, yo you've been replaced
and you can care for your other fucking family,
I'm sure you have one and they're worth more than 10 of me,
you're not an enemy, not even an afterthought,
just the ramblings of an introvert, that is all,
I don't fucking want, anything from you,
except maybe for you to see the things that I do,
trust me, no, I really mean trust me,
fall off a bridge onto a sharp pipe that is rusty,
I won't show, I won't shed a tear,
maybe take a shot for these 26 years,
it's for my own benefit, not for remembrance,
and when that bottle empties, go on and replenish it,
cuz I'ma get drunk, I'ma fuck shit up,
and let these thoughts get lost about this fucking worthless chump,

[hook]

you're not worth shit, you're an asshole,
I suppose it'd be better if I let go,
fucking asshole.